5 minutes. Run an experiment on your own mind.
You're about to experience the shift from being captured to choosing. This isn't reading about RAYGUN—it's doing it.
Think of something you're avoiding right now. Something that feels heavy, burdensome, like an obstacle.
Notice how you're thinking about this. Does it feel like:
We're going to touch the gap—the choice point. Follow along:
Relax your shoulders... unclench your jaw...
Breathe in...
Right now, drop the story about the task. Don't think about why it's hard or what it means.
Just notice: What is the ACTUAL constraint? The real problem you're facing?
What frame makes engaging with this constraint feel most alive?
Not "what gets me through this" but "what makes me want to engage?"
From your chosen frame, what's the smallest action that touches this constraint? What could you try in 10 minutes?
You're choosing, not captured. Feel the difference?
That's okay. When depleted, "what I want" can shrink toward avoidance.
Two options: Rest first (if you need energy), or check the constraint — are you touching it or fleeing from it?
The gap is still available. But when depleted, use the constraint as your anchor.
Did you notice a shift? Even small?
That shift from captured to choosing. You just did it.
You occupied the gap and chose what makes engagement alive. That's the whole operating system.
Sometimes the shift is so small you almost miss it.
The skill strengthens with practice. You're learning to notice the gap faster.
RAYGUN didn't work this time. That's data, not failure.
You troubleshooting this? That's choosing to engage. You're already in the gap.